A big apology from my little heart

Hai guys ..
How are you ?
Wow .. Time flies .. It's 19th of March .. two days before the SPM result will be announced ..
Keep calm and pray for us okay?

I write this entry for someone . I've wrote about her before ~
In this entry . 

I still love you

Last night , after hanging out with Monex, Bambet and Ana , Monex's parents sent me home . Then , I login my FB acc . I opened the message . I was shocked .

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Heather John Nicholas :

hai. 
first of all, i am very thankful for i am gifted with such wonderful friends. But I failed to fulfill my responsibilities as a friend. I failed to take a very good care of the ones i love. I am VERY SORRY 
All this time, I didn't even realize that I am actually hurting someone i care about. And that someone had done so many good things just for me. Please don't say that you miss the OLD me. I am still me  I am not gonna say that I am too happy to even say HI to you. And I am also not gonna say that I am too busy to even think about you. You may not believe this, but i do think about you everyday. I still remember all the silly little things that we did together. I still remember how we used to get laughed at when we were riding your 4 wheeled motorbike all around Pamol by all the JAKUN people. I still remember how we used to always get scolded in our class. I still remember how we used to have our ups and downs together, shared our jokes and tears together, and having heart-to-heart conversations. I still remember every single one of it. I am sorry that I ignored you. I admit that I was and still am very stupid for doing that horrid thing to you and to all of our friends. I don't know how I can make this up to you. All I can say is I am very sorry for not being a good friend  I wish you can accept my apology.  I wrote this sincerely from my heart. I am very sorry  please forgive me ?  i love you. I am not good at saying sorry. And I am very ashamed that I have hurt you. I don't want to lose you:(

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I was speechless okay . I felt like I am so mean for saying her like that .  

I took hours to reply her . Also asking for my friend's opinion . It's not like I'm making this thing become a huge problem . I feel so guilty to her . :(

Then I replied her message ..

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Qiara Ophelia Lim :

hai also . Wow . Your apology touched me so much . I'm so sorry too . You see . I have no intention to humiliate you or what . It just an entry that expressed what i feel about . And i never thought that you also think about me;us . You're always in our mind,you know . We talked about you and maybe we will talk about you when we meet together this friday - for taking the spm result . Oh,ya . A big wish for you . Gud luck dear . I hope we will get a flying colour result so that we will meet in matrics or asasi later. Promise me,that you will never feel ashame to send a text to us? Don't say that you are not a good friend . Yes you are . Maybe distance and time have changed a little bit of 'us'. I love you too . Miss you so much .hope to see you soon. o,ya ther . Things doesn't seem right as before ther . Fight and misunderstood have going wild recently among us .

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Right now, I'm just waiting for her to reply it . I hope that everything will be fine after this . 

I love you , Heather .