It's been a while ...

Hai fellas..
How are you?
First of all.. i want to apologize if there is any typo here ..
I still don't get along with this phone .
Haha..

Mine is the dark blue one. .lol

My mumy gave it to me as my spm present.
And i'm so happy for having this phone. . I've been dreaming and dying to have a smart phone in my life.
 And finally, i can have this samsung galaxy grand..



And it's been a while since i'm updating my entry in my online diary . It just i'm taking a time to recover from my despair . Although i'm still feeling sad for my spm result, but i must face the reality ..



I do feel thankful for this unexpected result especially for my add maths grade . But one thing that always spinning around my head is " sedangkan aku main2 belajar pun aku dapat result begini apa lagi kalau aku study betul2.."

i've disappointed my parents ..
I cried. Not because i'm only getting 2A+,3A and 4B+ in my spm result . It's because i have letting down my parents..


I admitted it .. i was my fault ..
Too much enjoying.. too much spending time on bad things.. too.much sleeping.. studying only on the night before the examinations.. also the spm .. lack of awareness .. that's me as a 2012 spm candidate..

THERE IS NO USE TO CRY OVER A SPLIT MILK !!


One night, i was facebooking .. i joined this group called " Halatuju selepas spm "..
Then i read one of the senpai's post .

" saya dapat 4a sj dalam spm dan kwan baik sy dpt straight ... kami sama2 msuk matriks.. dsebabkan dy rsa slsa dgn result spm dy, dy jrg stdy .. at last, sy dpt 4 flat dan dy tpksa msuk prog 2 thun..result spm bkan penentu sglanya.."



Then i realized ... that's me.. too comfortable with my past result ..
Then i concluded that this is my destiny ..
For God knows what is the best for me..
So.. from now on.. i will struggling to get a place in matrics or in asasi..
Then, i will certainly do my best for it..
No more tears ..
Only joy..
That's my promise ..
It's pay back time..
Can't wait for it!!
HWAITING!!!