Autophobia

I'm a person who really can't live alone without my family, friends and my BF ..

Seriously . I always cry when I miss them . And it's happening now ..

I have this kind of fear ; fear of being alone - autophobia .

People might be laughing at me because of this . But I don't care because I don't like to pretend like I'm a perfect person .

This fear is weird . I can cry for hours just because I'm feeling like I'm alone . Luckily I haven't cry seriously while I'm alone in Sandakan . Well, sometimes I did .  :)

It's hurt because I can't see them and talk to them as usual; miss them so much . Then, I will remember the moments when I've torn their feelings and tears drop more vigorously . :'(

It even hurt me more when they didn't text me or reply my text . Seem like they are ignoring me * in my minds*

The next day , my eyes will be swollen . Just like I had a fight with "Samseng" .

Baka Qiara-chan !~ :(((

Is there any cure for this fear ?

I'm afraid not unless I am being with them . Forever and always . *in my dream*

I'm becoming more weird now ~