Rosary prayer

4/5/2013 : Ada doa Rosari di rumah .. 7.30 p.m. Mumy ingat ramai yang datang .. So menu Nasi Ayam tu mmg byk k.. Sebab biasanya ramai yang datang tapi disebabkan atas hal2 yang tidak dapat dielakkan, ada la 30 lebih orang yang datang..

Okay . Aku mahu ceritakan pengalaman ku semalam . Harap kalau ada kawan2 yang bukan seagama yang baca entry ni, be positive k. Kalau kamu rasa macam tidak selesa baca entry pasal agama, then kamu bolehlah close this tab.. LOL..

Aku mengaku yang aku ni memang seorang yang sangat2 jajal . LOL . Malas pergi gereja, suka kalau nda t'pergi gereja, kalau dengar lagu rohani terus kasi next, malas berdoa, malas berpuasa, malas baca bible..

Tapi itu dulu .. Sekarang, i mean semenjak aku kenal dengan Mr. Hohu , dia banyak encourage aku untuk menglibatkan diri dalam pelayanan di gereja .. Kalau ada yang aku tidak faham, aku tanya dia.. Kalau ada doa rosari di rumah kawan, dia bawa aku.. Tapi itu masa dia di Pamol lah.. Sekarang jauh sudah..

Dan semalam lepas doa rosari tu aku rindu betul bdoa sama2 dgn dia..  Lepas habis bdoa, salam tangan dia..
Dia pun tu selalu buat sharing dengan aku.. Sharing tu macam mengaitkan ayat2 dalam bible dgn khidupan seharian..tidak kiralah kehidupan sendiri atau orang lain.. Tsentuh betul aku dengan doa rosari kali ni walaupun aku mengantuk2.. Kepenatan bkerja di dapur.. :')

Dulu aku risau taw.. Orang cakap aku rajin pergi rosari sebab just mahu dating2 dengan dia.. Tapi at last, aku sedar.. Tuhan jadikan dia alat pengantara untuk aku kembali ke jalan yang benar.. Betapa setianya Tuhan Yesus menunggu aku.. 16 tahun dia menunggu untuk aku membuka hatiku,dibaptis dalam namanya yang kudus..Agar aku memperolehi kehidupan yang kekal.. Hanya dengan menggunakan bantuan insan yang bernama , Albert ...

I'm in a relationship with Jesus Christ

Betapa aku rindu untuk duduk berdiam dalam rumah mu, ya Tuhan.. Betapa aku rindu untuk berkumpul dengan saudara2 seiman ku dalam aktiviti2 pelayanan gereja..
Aku bertekad.. SYD 2016 mesti aku ikut.. Holy Trinity , Tawau . Tunggu kedatangan ku .. Kali ni aku mesti bawa adikku .. Sebab masa tu umurnya cukup sudah untuk join SYD ( Sabah Youth Day )..
And this time, again, with my beloved Mr . Hohu.. Amen..
Thank you Lord..

P/S : B, ney harap b akan bimbing ney tanpa jemu .. Lagi bestkan kalau b tetap dan masih bimbing ney even slepas kita bersatu dalam sakramen perkahwinan .. Semoga cinta kita disinari dengan cinta kasih Yesus Kristus, Amen..

Finally, new update.. :)

Hello.. Gud morning..

Wow !~ Lamanya nda update blog.. Banyak k sawang2.. Haha..

Ni pun update after having panda eyes.. Hah??! Kenapa?

Itu cerita sebentar lagi.. 

Sebenarnya banyak sebab aku nda update blog ni.. Tapi mostly sbb pning kpla la mahu smbung skolah di mana.. Lain la kalau aku ni budak matriks macam kamu2 ni.. Haha.. Bingung samada mahu pergi Form 6, tunggu result UPU atau IPTS sampai tiada mood and idea mahu b'karya di blog ni ~ *poor Qiara-chan* haha..

Tapi apa pun, biarlah Tuhan Yesus yang memimpin jalan ku.. Aku yakin segala sesuatu yang direncanakan olehnya adalah yang terbaik untuk aku.. Amen..

Okay. Sambung cerita panda eyes. Gara2 menangis !~ Siapa suru c Mr Hohue tu minta puji btul .. Sudah la masih emosi gara2 problem2 smua ni.. Haha.. 

Actually aku pun nda taw sapa yang salah.. Well , I need some attention from him . But he's too busy with his Black Shot and Dragon City game.. Mana lagi adik dia mahu pulang Sabah besok.. 

Then dia marah la aku sbb aku x faham dia.. Kena marah lagi depan2 ipar2 aku.. Malu aku kik !~

Memanas lagi la..

Then gaduh punya gaduh, aku tiba2 cerita mimpi aku semalam . Sebab aku memang mahu cerita dengan dia tentang mimpi yang aku rasa agak sweet .

We're getting married, having children, living together with our parents, and still missing each other hardly even we already get married..

And guess what? Cerita ni buat dia senyum and jadi okay balik !~

Ngee.. Kahwin2.. Bilalah tu kan, b? Hehe..

Yeah . Love is so weird . He can makes you cry for hours but you still love him . Believe me . You will feel that way when you really love that person.. Not only your bf or gf but also your parents, family and friends..

Aku nda boleh gaduh lama2 dgn kau, bodoh.. :'(

P/S : I saw this picture in FB .. So sweet.. :) Ingat lagi dgn kau.. Masa kau asyik betul main game Farm Frenzy, aku kebosanan .. Last aku datang kacau kau .. Haha.. Macam gini la ceritanya .. :P

I miss you so much hubby .. Bilalah kau pulang Sabah.. :'(

Jealousy can kill the cat ~ ahaha

I'm jealous : Shania Twain


Hahaha .. Kenapa pasal cemburu ni?
Aku nampak gambar di Facebook tadi .. Dan aku sangat2lah setuju k..
Bukan memalukan kaum Hawa tapi kenyataan . Nda taw lah dengan orang lain kan .
Tapi aku dengan si Boy begini lah ..
=.='

Setujukah? Ahaha ..
Bukan nda percaya dgn psangan tapi memang semula jadi bah..

Haha .. Memang !~ Sampai password FB pun berabis dicari2 bha ~..

More jealousy :


Kelmarin lagi, masa jalan2 dengan kawan2, 1 hari nda t'layan smsnya . Jelez dy ~ Nduk bha . 1 hri stgah nda lyan aku . Bru ja td dy lyan aku . ahaha ..
Can you see how love can change us into an immature person ??
LOL~

Sory mengarut !~ :P

Mengapa kau pergi ?*sedih tajuk?*

Hai semua . . Fuhh .. Penatnya .. Pagi tadi bangun jam 4.30 pagi . Bersiap , jam 5.30 pagi jalan kaki keluar pergi bus stop Giant . Perjalanan dari rumah aku pergi bus stop 2 jauh ya . About 1 km la . Naik bas pergi di batu 32 a.k.a Checkpoint . Mengantuk sangat ya tapi aku tidak maw tidur . My heart can't stop beating fast sebab aku maw jumpa dia . * Normal thing kalau kami mau jumpa *

TAPI .. Perjumpaan kali ni sebenarnya bukanlah penuh dgan kegembiraan malah sebaliknya .. Kenapa ? Sebab dia maw pergi Labuan sudah .. Kerja di sana .. Labuan .. Kenapa Labuan ?? :(

Jauh ...

Susahnya maw jumpa 2.. Klau dy pulang kampung msti ikut adik dy n terus pergi Nangoh bukan Pamol . Not anymore . Huhu .. Kalau dulu dy kerja di Kertam okay juga .. 1 way pergi Sandakan .. Labuan ni ikut jalan lain .. 

Kami jumpa di Restoran Sinaran Labuk..

 Sarapan di sana .. Poor dia makan nasi goreng hangus .. Nasib aku makan nasi kuning ~ Yeah ! :P

Lepas tu makan2 kacang Pagoda..

Pagoda Lembu

Kejap saja jumpa, datang sudah ipar dia ambil dia bawa pergi ambil barang n pergi di Simpang Sapi . Dorang tunggu bas KK di sana ..
Potong stim la ~ belum lagi puas bcrta .. :(
Then aku bagi dia sim kad dg dia yang tertinggal .. OK ~ SIM DG NI NYAWA KAMI !
Haha .. DG Easy kn .. Kalau merajuk pun senang pujuk .. FREE beb ~

Then * berapa banyak then la .. nanti aku kena panggil kakak andthen pula ..(sekuriti di SMKPamol) *, dia hantar aku pergi bas ..

Boy : Bagus2 ar ~
Baby : Ceh .. B yang bgus2 .. jgn curang2 sna .
Boy : Nda .. B pg sna cri duit utk kita khwin nti .. * Aww !*
(kiss my forehead n hug me)

Bckp2 jap , then dy jalan ..

Naik sja bas , rupanya 2 bas yang aku ikt pg bt 32 jg ..
byk kik drg soal siasat aku .. =.='
Dia mau pergi mana ? Keretanya ka yang putih tu? Berapa lama sudah kamu kapel? Kenapa dia tidak turun Giant jumpa kau? Hahaha..
Lepas tu, 2 driver crta lg psal gf dy ..
Msa pulang , aku perasan 2 konduktor tgk2 aku dr crmin pintu .. Jadi aku senyum la.. dtg dy mnta num tel .. hahaha .. nda aku mw bgi .. plik2 pla dy .. msa aku trun , dy bye2 aku ~ KEANEHAN ~

Ok . Nda taw apa yang aku merapuh tapi yang pasti ni kerapuhan kesedihan .. Dia jauh sudah dari aku ~ Tapi bukan di aty la ~ ahaha ~

Hahaha .. Always happen ..

KRITIKAL ~

Hai guys ..
Apa khabar ?
Selamat Tahun Baru Cina .. :D
Kritikal okay,kritikal .. Kenapa ???!!
Bergaduh ka C baby ama C Boy ?\
Nda la.. Ahaha .. 

Tadi timbul idea dia untuk order makanan . Pertama dia maw mcd tapi aku nda suka . Jadi kami order Pizza Hut la.. Aku pun call la drg.. For the 1st time dia makan pizza and 1st time nya 2 dgn AKU ! haha.. *bngga sgt*

Then makan lah dengan berseleranya ..

Golden Crab Claw Pizza

Berebut kami makan . trus kami ketawa . Aku cakap,kalau aku dlu dengan ex ku, sentiasa kenyang . belum makan pun kenyang . dia pun begitu . orang bilang bercinta ni, makan tak lalu .. Padahal kami.. sandi ! berebut n bgaduh lg psal mkanan ..merajuk pn ada ~

Yeah ~ That's us ~

How did me meet before??

Hai ..
My friend had asked me to write about this entry ..

It began about 3 years ago .. When I was in Form 3 .. Taking my PMR examination .. I was a naughty girl okay .. *Is it was? Still maybe* So, most of my friends have their scandals while I was single . Because I don't want to think about love when I'm facing a serious exam .

It was FIFA World Cup in 2010. Everybody was busy updating their status in Facebook about it. I opened my friend requests in Facebook . I saw this account . " Albert Gabertan " . Who is this guy ? Got so many mutual friends . Ahhh ! Just approve him lah ..

Then he approached me in the inbox . We chat and get to know better . He is really a funny guy yet full of love words .. In other words, JIWANG ! And I really don't like that part okay .

 One day, he asked for my phone number . I gave him and we always text .
The PMR examination have passed . Fuhhh ! I was so relieved ! Science was hard okay and I did cried because I was so afraid that I won't be able to get an "A" grade for that subject !

 *Thanks God I did .. I got straight A's in my PMR result*

After that, I bring my friend also my cousin ; Nana to spend a night in my home . Then , I told her that I'm texting with this guy . She was surprised and she said , " He was my ex-boyfriend ! " She told me asked him whether he wants to be my BF or no ~ So I asked him !!
He agree because he said that he had fall for me ~

So, we are officially as a couple .. Wait ! Couple ?? NO ! I don't feel like I am serious with this relationship okay ~ I just want to be a player ~

I was sick of him ~ WHY ??? Because he was so annoyed okay . I don't like him ~ Because he was so JIWANG ~ 

So, I broke up with him . My reason : My mother don't want me to have a boyfriend at a such young age . *CRUEL*

I didn't know that he was so frustrated at that moment okay . A few weeks later , Celcom have give an offer to it's users . Free SMS and call to all Celcom's numbers in a day for just RM 2 ! We like to subscribe to it . Then we will talk for a very very long time . At that time , I feel something's different . And it would be a mess day for me without hearing his voices and knowing his news ..

WHAT IS THIS FEELING ???

I was so shocked when I knew that he loves to listening to love songs . He also surprised that I wrote all my love notes in FB . He thought that I copied it . Well you know me . . I'm a harsh girl . So , it is quite shocking la how I know to be such a serenade person .. Hahaha ~ I really like it when I found someone who have the same commons with me ,,,

I know it .. I ALREADY FALL FOR HIM !!!

I kept it as a secret ! But I just can't stand for it anymore especially when he said that he knew someone at that time ~ I was so JEALOUS !

I have decided it that I am going to tell him about that !! 

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25-12-2010 ( midnight )

Hai Albert .. Uda tidur kah? Ada bah aku maw gtaw kaw ni.. Sebenarnya .. AKU TERSUKA SAMA KAU ~ tapi lw kw nda mw trima , nda pa la.. hrap kta msih blh jd kwan mcm biasa ..

I cannot sleep at that night okay . I was so afraid that he might reject me !! :(

THE NEXT DAY :

Baby : Hai..kaw ada dpt sms ku smlam?

Boy : Ada .. Kenapa?

Baby : Owh .. aku igt kan aku slah htr .. * sangat ketara cover k* hahahaa..

Boy : Nanti lah aku fikir dlu mcm na..

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1.1.2011 : He accepted me .. He said he still love me but he need time before because he don't want me to play2 with him anymore . He decided to give me a trust ; again .

That afternoon , I and my brother want to his home . First date okay~ * New Year event *

After that, he told his parents about me because he wants to have a serious relationship with me.. AWW !~

I also told my mother and brother about him..It would be a mess day without knowing his news or even hearing his voices.

LOVE

OKAY ~ BIDAK ~ Hahaha ~ Our first date~

>_<

Boy , I love you.. Although we don't meet as sweet as other couples , but I really love you ..

You are my 3 in 1 .. My Boyfriend , My Brother and My Bestfriend Forever ..

Accepting your partner's flaws

Yes .. If you are in love with that person, you must accept all of his flaws ..
Today I want to write something about us ..

He might not be perfect but he completes me.. He's perfect for me ..

Two years ago , I was envying my best friend, Sharon . Because she told me that she would fart in front of her boyfriend without feeling any shame . Seriously I think that is cute . Why ? Because you don't have to pretend and control your beauty in front of you partner because he will accept you for who you are .

Kawaaii ! *cute in japanese language*

But now I am experiencing that . I am really happy to have him in my life . He never complaint anything about my flaws . He always says that I am everything for him and he never felt this way before. He is my first love and vice versa . 

He will be angry if I said that I am ugly , fat and different from other girls . Instead , he will says that I'm cute . I don't know whether I should feel proud for that or not because I'm just an ordinary girl .

He will hold my hand when we go to many places in the town . Etc; supermarket, bus station, saloon *hahaha..remember this boy?* and more and more ... Even in front of his parents and his siblings .. 

I just can't contol my laugh when I remembered your expression in the saloon , boy!

He will call me " honey " even in front of his family and friends . Ok . I did feel proud for that okay . Hahaha . Who's the girl in the world who don't feel the way as I do ? :P




He will persuade me when I feel sad and always listen to my problems..
aaawww ! He's just like that ~ Sweet and even; hard to explain yet easy to understand ..

P/S I love you , hubby ~