My guardian ... ^.^

Before you read this, please play this video for better emotion effect.. lol.. XD

She will be surprised when she saw this pic. Haha

This is the person who I can't live without.. This person gave birth to me about 18 years ago.. Yes. She's my mother .  Not only that, she's my sister and my best friend..
And she hold my entire life.. WHY???
Cause she's my everything.. A simple name ; Lenny Mustiah Diris who I think is the most special person in my life ; forever and always she will be holding that 'title' in my heart..


As a bad egg daughter, I admit it that I always hurt her.. okay . I am a lazy daughter .. Excuses are my biggest company when she asks some help from me... And the most hurting part is when she said that I never do anything to please her.. I'm sorry , mom.. I am a lazy daughter but I am working harder to make you guys proud of me.. Well I guess you guys probably not realising it.. It's okay because I also think like that ..



Mumy, you are my strongest strength and also my weakness ..
Your advices , your smiles and your positive words make me want to work it harder .. and your tears is my worst weakness.. Seriously I can't stand it when people are talking bad about you.. A false hoax that pissed me off so much.. Because I want to protect you badly ..
Remember how I punched my boy friend *kawan lelaki* when I was in Form 3 because he is saying too much bad things about you? Haha.. I'm such a bad temper girl with wild rage..

Mumy , how I wish I can be a strong woman like you.. Crying at the back of us , not showing your sadness to us, your patience, your love.. AHHH.. Sometimes I just don't get it how you are being patience with those people who always judge you ... You are such a great woman and such a lovely mom..

I miss you .. It's quite hard seeing my friends are celebrating this mother's day with their mother beside while both uf us are far apart ..
So, I decided to write this simple entry as a small yet sincere wish for you..
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY MUMMY.. I LOVE YOU..

# It's well expressed in this blog rather that wishing you eye to eye, face to face because you know me.. such an ego girl..
:p